Thursday, July 26, 2012

Hey, I was so happy to see all of your posts! I'm doing a lot of juggling right now, so I apologize I haven't been more regular about posting. But as I told you over email, I'm glad that you're finally feeling good about a job interview and I hope it works out. Kind of. I'm selfish. You know how much misery loves company. I've enjoyed having you to commiserate with. Wish you were here now, in fact. I'm so sensitive to other people's energies, and I just can't help but feel that we're not gelling at K's as well as I had hoped. M's heart is so open, and he's so pure and friendly, but I just can't help but think that he strikes K as naive and perhaps unsophisticated. Heck, I'm definitely not smart enough to keep up with her either. That said, I've misread this stuff before. It's usually me people don't like and M that people love. In these situations I think it's important to give people space. Starting tomorrow, that is. Tonight we're having a dinner party and I'm making whole-roasted branzino. More food shots! I guess you know what the center of my life is.—SF

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  1. The fish looks yummy. And I can understand your feeling. Back when you were entertaining a full-time gig I was feeling the same way. So far all is quite on the job front but things can certainly change on a dime. I was busy myself with a same day turn around with work from FF.

    Space is always good. I say tell someone how you feel then let them make their own decisions. Well, unless they are about to jump off a bridge. Then you call the cops.

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  2. Oh and as far as the posts, I just had a lot going on. Just be glad I didn't post a pic of the Falafel stand where I had dinner last night. I figure you will be posting once you start doing your sigh seeing and stuff.

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